September 2007

You are frustrated with your life. On the surface, everything seems perfect. Perfect husband. Perfect house. Perfect children. Perfect wardrobe. Perfect job. All this perfection all around you yet you are incredibly unhappy. You can’t really put your finger on anything so you buy more clothes, you go on better trips, you get a better car, you enroll your kids in the best private school, or you move into a more powerful position in your career. Still, you feel marginally discontent. You don’t really want to complain. After all, there are starving children in Africa. So you start to pick your life apart. Your spouse isn’t as great in bed, or your coworker works too slowly, or your child has messy hair.

The problem, though, is not out there. You have everything you ever thought you wanted, but you still aren’t happy. How do you fix that? Another Pilates class, another personal development workshop, another spiritual retreat?

I challenge you to save the money. Do something radical. Sit still. Breathe.

Now that you’ve identified everything you don’t want, ask yourself the most important question, What do I really want?

It’s your life.

Have you considered that the high flying career is not perfection to you. It may have been your mother’s dream, or your college roommate’s dream. It may have even have been your dream at 15, but now, at 30, it’s not your perfection anymore. Maybe, what you really want is a life at home with your kids. Or maybe, you’re in the opposite position. You’re at home being the perfect wife and mother and something is still niggling. You jump at every chance you can to write something. Only, you feel stuck writing PTA announcements when you know there’s something more. You might be thinking that you can’t abandon your children. Is it still what you want? Do you think there might be something in between?

Rather than pick your life apart trying to find out what’s wrong, try a new approach. When are you happiest? What were you doing at that time? Is there a way to create a little bit of that in your life today?

The most important question is: What do you want? Going in search of what’s wrong is like pulling on the hanging thread. Before you know it you’ve unraveled your favorite sweater and you are no better off for it. Instead, find the things you love. The things that warm your heart. Build your life around what you want. Give up the search for the pea under the mattress, and find another bed.

In Spirit,


Tell Me About Yourself: Guilty Pleasures

September 18, 2007

I’ve been so overwhelmed with presidential duties at church, writing and publishing serious posts, working my day job, and trying to sell my house that I feel like I’ve forgotten how to have plain old fun. What? Fun and spirituality together? Why yes! Spirituality doesn’t have to be all pious and pontificating. It is the […]

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Building Your Foundation

September 11, 2007

When you first hear about personal development, the tendency is to plunge in and try to take off from 0 to 100 in seconds. Things change rapidly in the beginning, but burnout sets in. You might look around and find that your life is still a disaster zone and you don’t have the energy to […]

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Experiencing Peace

September 10, 2007

It began with the Islamic call to worship. A friend of a friend agreed to do the call after coming in from Europe the night before and knowing that he would head to Europe the next morning. It was followed by the choir’s rendition of the calm Kum Bah Yah. Then the entire audience joined […]

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How to Stop Eating Compulsively

September 5, 2007

I shared my story about how I transitioned from eating compulsively to feeling full. I realized at the end that I needed to bring out the salient points, but I didn’t want to continue with the post, so here goes. I didn’t get this from a book or any particular program, so I’m writing in […]

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Feeling Full

September 4, 2007

In the summer of my 14th year, I started a very bad habit. It was the last time I would visit my parents in New York where they lived. I would not see them for another 2 years. I somehow knew this at a cellular level. On the day before I was scheduled to leave […]

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August Review

September 3, 2007

In August, my wonderful readers left some great comments. Mark introduced me to the concept of scientific prayer, “deeply contemplating one or more characteristics of God,” in his response to the question, “What is Meditation?“ “For any practice to develop, you need a strong reason to pursue it. Meditation is no different.” So says Vishal, […]

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